About Antonya
I’m here to help you overcome deep-seated ego programming, trauma, and limiting subconscious beliefs to align with your most authentic self and experience greater freedom, confidence and ease in your life. This journey has transformed my life, and it’s my joy and honour to guide you on yours.
The story that led me to you
Like all good stories, mine has many chapters, or what I call ‘lily pad moments,’ that led me exactly where I am today.
It started in my mid-twenties when I was living in London and reached a point of burnout and exhaustion. Little did I know at the time, but with the energies of my soul contract, I am sensitive to overwhelm and had to learn how to put up my boundaries - something I definitely didn’t know how to do then!
In search of answers, I discovered a beautiful holistic therapy called Kinesiology. Not only did it nurture me physically, but it also supported me emotionally.
The biggest gift was that it helped me release a block around feeling worthy of love, leading to wonderful relationships with others and, most importantly, with myself.
This experience led me to train as a Kinesiology practitioner in 2017. I realised that I wanted to help others understand the deep emotional subconscious beliefs that might be holding them back in life.
This decision set me on the incredible path that I’ve been following for the last seven years.
The magic that unlocked my purpose
As I began to expand my horizons, I discovered and trained in Divine Healing and Soul Contract Reading. Together, these practices helped me heal deeply, and instilled a powerful self-awareness within me.
As I continue to release what’s holding me back, I feel life supporting me, allowing me to relax more deeply into who I am and experience far greater self-acceptance, love, ease, and abundance in my life.
As a Projector in Human Design, you won’t see me too often on social media. Instead, I focus on writing blog posts and creating videos for YouTube.
In addition to working with clients, I've also had the great joy of spending several years working alongside Nicolas David Ngan, the Amazon #1 best-selling author of Your Soul Contract Decoded, at the Center for Conscious Ascension.
If you’d like to work together, it would be my great pleasure to help you on your journey in any way I can.
Much love,
Antonya Catahlinah Beamish
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Discover the secrets hidden within your Soul Contract to overcome your challenges, unlock the wisdom within you and awaken to the truth of who you are.
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Discover insights and inspiration in my blog
Read the latest reflections as I navigate my own healing journey, along with gentle guidance to help you become the most confident, resilient, and authentic version of yourself.
In this blog, we dive into how stress and trauma affect our body and mind, causing us to react instead of respond, get stuck in freeze mode, struggle to find joy and suffer with symptoms. Explore how unresolved trauma can cause us to stay in survival mode, and recommendations to get out of it.
Discover the meaning of your numbers in your Soul Contract in this handy guide. Your Soul Contract is like a map that shows where you’ve been, where you are, and where you’re headed. Learn how the 22 divine energies linked to your name can guide your growth and help you reconnect with your true self.
Explore the impact of shame, self-judgment, and self-criticism on self-worth, and discover how compassion and love can help you release these limiting emotions. Learn from powerful quotes on shame and begin your journey to emotional healing and greater self-acceptance.
Discover the five books that have supported me on my personal emotional healing journey, and transformed my life. These five books have helped me to build trust, emotional resilience, confidence and fearlessness in my life, and I hope they can inspire you in the same way.
Discover the emotional journey of quitting Instagram and the fears that come with it: fear of missing out, losing relevance, and making mistakes. Perfect for entrepreneurs and individuals seeking balance and freedom from the pressures of online visibility.
In this post I reflect on my five years of sobriety and the decision I recently made to drink once more. I explore the emotions of guilt, self-awareness, and personal growth, sharing how I learned to trust myself and embrace freedom from labels, control and fear.
This blog post explores the interconnectedness of confidence, self-worth, and self-acceptance. It outlines practical steps for nurturing these qualities, such as building inner awareness, practicing self-compassion, and letting go of comparisons.
Release attachments to your past, overcome comparison, and embrace your authentic self through learning how to release grief and fear holding you back. This blog offers insights and steps to live fully in the present and align with your unique path.
Discover the keys to building emotional resilience and navigating stress with greater ease through understanding the role of trauma, self-worth and our nervous system. Perfect for those seeking deeper self-awareness and practical strategies for inner peace.
Feeling stuck? This post explores how to find freedom by overcoming fear, breaking free of role expectations, and letting go of comparison. Learn how embracing change can help you create an authentic and aligned life where you feel free to be your true self.
Limiting beliefs can hold us back in life, often without us realising. In this post, I share a simple, personal process to help you uncover and release those beliefs. With practical steps and gentle reflection, you can clear the blocks keeping you stuck and start creating a life that feels more aligned and free.
Discover how to overcome fear, procrastination, and self-doubt when starting new projects. Exploring procrastination, fear of failure, and the role of self-worth in building true confidence and bringing your ideas to life.
Feeling trapped in survival mode? Discover key signs like disrupted sleep and heightened reactions, along with practical ways to shift from stress to balance, restore calm, and build lasting resilience
A Soul Contract Reading is a powerful and catalytic way to understand the hidden dynamics in your relationships. Soul Contract Readings can be healing and empowering for you, as you understand the karmic clashes and bonds between you and the people in your life.
Exploring the challenges of setting boundaries in friendships, this post reflects on guilt, social expectations, and the journey to embrace authentic relationships that truly nourish the soul
Exploring the impact of 12-3 Soul Contract energy on impatience, urgency, and burnout, and how this energy drives avoidance, addiction, and a fast-paced life. Explore your own Soul Contract to gain greater self-awareness and achieve personal healing and growth.
Delving into the emotional highs and lows of life and spiritual awakening, sharing how to embrace the emotions that are ready to be released for healing and growth, and offering support to those on a journey of self-discovery and emotional resilience.
Four blissful ways to keep yourself nourished this winter is my go-to guide this winter to keep myself, and my sanity, intact in the dark months ahead. Read on to find your warmth, inspiration and guidance this winter.
Discover how to find balance between goals and joy, and find out how letting go embracing the present can lead to greater fulfilment, emotional resilience, and a more meaningful life.
Divine Healing is a powerful way of helping the body release trauma, sabotaging beliefs, ego agendas and low frequency programmes, through grace, love, self-awareness and connection to the Universe and our Higher Self.
Discover the 7 secrets hidden within your Soul Contract that can help you gain a deeper understanding of who you truly are and support you as you move forwards in your life.
When we’re at the crossroads of life, having to make a decision and choose a path forwards, it can often feel hard to lean into the fear of the unknown and trust we’ll pick the best option. So, what are three things to remember so we can come out of fear and indecision, and into an energy of faith and excitement about the journey ahead?
Falling in love is something that we all long for, yet how can we move past the emotional blocks that get in the way of us experiencing the love we deserve? This is my story and I hope by sharing it you’ll see how capable and worthy of love you truly are.
How do self-sabotage, comparison and procrastination hold you back in your life? In this blog post we explore these three ego behaviours, the link between fear and low self-worth, and how we can overcome them.