About Antonya
I’m here to help you overcome deep-seated ego programming, trauma, and limiting subconscious beliefs to align with your most authentic self and experience greater freedom, confidence and ease in your life. This journey has transformed my life, and it’s my joy and honour to guide you on yours.

The story that led me to you
Like all good stories, mine has many chapters, or what I call ‘lily pad moments,’ that led me exactly where I am today.
It started in my mid-twenties when I was living in London and reached a point of burnout and exhaustion. Little did I know at the time, but with the energies of my soul contract, I am sensitive to overwhelm and had to learn how to put up my boundaries - something I definitely didn’t know how to do then!
In search of answers, I discovered a beautiful holistic therapy called Kinesiology. Not only did it nurture me physically, but it also supported me emotionally.
The biggest gift was that it helped me release a block around feeling worthy of love, leading to wonderful relationships with others and, most importantly, with myself.
This experience led me to train as a Kinesiology practitioner in 2017. I realised that I wanted to help others understand the deep emotional subconscious beliefs that might be holding them back in life.
This decision set me on the incredible path that I’ve been following for the last seven years.
The magic that unlocked my purpose
As I began to expand my horizons, I discovered and trained in Divine Healing and Soul Contract Reading. Together, these practices helped me heal deeply, and instilled a powerful self-awareness within me.
As I continue to release what’s holding me back, I feel life supporting me, allowing me to relax more deeply into who I am and experience far greater self-acceptance, love, ease, and abundance in my life.
As a Projector in Human Design, you won’t see me too often on social media. Instead, I focus on writing blog posts and creating videos for YouTube.
In addition to working with clients, I've also had the great joy of spending several years working alongside Nicolas David Ngan, the Amazon #1 best-selling author of Your Soul Contract Decoded, at the Center for Conscious Ascension.
If you’d like to work together, it would be my great pleasure to help you on your journey in any way I can.
Much love,
Antonya Catahlinah Beamish
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Soul Contract Reading
Discover the secrets hidden within your Soul Contract to overcome your challenges, unlock the wisdom within you and awaken to the truth of who you are.
Your Divine Alchemy
A transformative 4-month programme of emotional healing and self-discovery to create meaningful, lasting change that ripples through every aspect of your life.
Your Authentic Soul
A unique monthly membership designed to support you on your healing journey as you discover the joy of being your most confident, authentic and resilient self.
Discover insights and inspiration in my blog
Read the latest reflections as I navigate my own healing journey, along with gentle guidance to help you become the most confident, resilient, and authentic version of yourself.
Why do we overeat or engage in excess? This post explores the emotional, psychological, and spiritual reasons behind overeating: how it provides safety, numbs emotions, and helps us feel grounded. Learn how to shift these patterns and find deeper healing.
Many of us have a vision for our lives, but hidden blocks keep us stuck and playing small. This post explores four key obstacles: a lack of grounding, trying to stay in control, impatience, and limiting beliefs, that prevent our growth and expansion.
Letting go, especially of people and the past, can be deeply challenging, but it’s a vital part of growth and healing. However, change is a constant in our life and letting go is a part of that. This blog explores why letting go is so hard and how to honour the process.
Struggling with financial security, a scarcity mindset and balance? I recently took an abundance training that revealed three powerful shifts in my mindset. While I’m no expert, I’m sharing my biggest takeaways for you here.
Embarking on a spiritual journey can feel overwhelming and intense. Yet it can also feel exciting and transformative. Whether you're just beginning or deep into your spiritual awakening, this guide explores the essence of self-discovery, divine connection, and grounding in a shifting reality.
Discover how fear and self-sabotage can hold us back from our dreams and how to gently reframe those fears into opportunities. Learn practical steps to question your fears, embrace possibilities, and move forward with confidence and compassion.
How do self-sabotage, comparison and procrastination hold you back in your life? In this blog post we explore these three ego behaviours, the link between fear and low self-worth, and how we can overcome them.
Discover the transformative power of the 11-2 energy in your soul contract. Explore how this sensitive number guides emotional resilience, nurtures growth, and helps you navigate life's challenges with confidence and joy.
In this blog, we dive into how stress and trauma affect our body and mind, causing us to react instead of respond, get stuck in freeze mode, struggle to find joy and suffer with symptoms. Explore how unresolved trauma can cause us to stay in survival mode, and recommendations to get out of it.
Discover the meaning of your numbers in your Soul Contract in this handy guide. Your Soul Contract is like a map that shows where you’ve been, where you are, and where you’re headed. Learn how the 22 divine energies linked to your name can guide your growth and help you reconnect with your true self.
Explore the impact of shame, self-judgment, and self-criticism on self-worth, and discover how compassion and love can help you release these limiting emotions. Learn from powerful quotes on shame and begin your journey to emotional healing and greater self-acceptance.
Explore the journey of comparison and discover the three layers of comparison - strangers, peers, and ourselves - and learn how to embrace self-acceptance and cultivate awareness for a more fulfilling life.
Discover the five books that have supported me on my personal emotional healing journey, and transformed my life. These five books have helped me to build trust, emotional resilience, confidence and fearlessness in my life, and I hope they can inspire you in the same way.
Before booking your Soul Contract Reading, consider how it can deepen your self-awareness, highlight possibilities, empower your choices, and guide your personal growth.
Discover the insights of a Soul Contract Reading, uncovering how your name’s unique vibration shapes your life’s challenges and gifts. Embrace self-discovery, activate hidden talents, and align with yourself on your spiritual and emotional journey.
Explore the profound healing potential of the seven energy in your soul contract. Discover how to embrace your authenticity, connect with others, and navigate your journey of self-discovery through healing the heart and letting yourself be seen.
Explore the transformative energy of the 8 frequency in your Soul Contract. Discover how to embrace your emotions, establish meaningful connections, and navigate life's challenges with love and compassion.
Discover the emotional journey of quitting Instagram and the fears that come with it: fear of missing out, losing relevance, and making mistakes. Perfect for entrepreneurs and individuals seeking balance and freedom from the pressures of online visibility.
In this post I reflect on my five years of sobriety and the decision I recently made to drink once more. I explore the emotions of guilt, self-awareness, and personal growth, sharing how I learned to trust myself and embrace freedom from labels, control and fear.
This blog post explores the interconnectedness of confidence, self-worth, and self-acceptance. It outlines practical steps for nurturing these qualities, such as building inner awareness, practicing self-compassion, and letting go of comparisons.
Release attachments to your past, overcome comparison, and embrace your authentic self through learning how to release grief and fear holding you back. This blog offers insights and steps to live fully in the present and align with your unique path.
Discover the keys to building emotional resilience and navigating stress with greater ease through understanding the role of trauma, self-worth and our nervous system. Perfect for those seeking deeper self-awareness and practical strategies for inner peace.
Feeling stuck? This post explores how to find freedom by overcoming fear, breaking free of role expectations, and letting go of comparison. Learn how embracing change can help you create an authentic and aligned life where you feel free to be your true self.
Many well-meaning spiritual clichés, like 'just trust the process' or 'just let go', can feel invalidating when oversimplified. This post explores why we use them, how they impact others, and how there might be more impactful ways we can support people, beyond a well-meaning spiritual phrase.