Hey, I’m Antonya and it’s so good to have you here!
This is where I write about my journey to becoming the most confident and authentic version of who I came here to be, in the hope it inspires you on your own journey into deeper self-awareness and emotional healing. Explore my blog posts below or if you’re not sure what you’re looking for, use the categories or search box below.
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How to Break Free from Procrastination, Overwhelm and Indecision
Explore the hidden energy patterns behind procrastination, overwhelm, and indecision, and discover how self-enquiry, emotional awareness, and trust can help you shift into greater balance and flow.
How to Recognise (and Walk Away From) Emotional Manipulators
Emotional manipulators are like energy vampires, rather than taking your energy they emotionally manipulate you in subtle ways to feel in control. In this post I explore how to recognise, and walk away from, those people who want to manipulate you.
My 5 Favourite Energy Dynamics in Soul Contracts
Discover the fascinating energy dynamics between key Soul Contract numbers. In this post, I explore common number pairings, revealing their unique challenges and lessons - perfect if you're seeking deeper clarity and awareness of your own chart.
The Illusion of Control: Unpacking Perfectionism
Perfectionism, control, and self-worth are deeply connected. This post explores how the fear of being seen, exposing our shame, people-pleasing, and the need for approval drive perfectionist tendencies and mask our inner turmoil.
The Delicate Balance of Giving and the Slow Burn of Resentment
Discover how resentment slowly builds and how certain Soul Contract energies influence our experiences with self-worth, overgiving, and boundaries. This post explores emotional healing, self-worth, and the journey of recognising what we truly deserve.
10 Crazy-Good Healing Charts (I Use All the Time)
Discover 10 powerful Divine Healing charts I use with clients to release hidden blocks, clear trauma, and unlock change. Learn how these tools help shift deep subconscious patterns, self-sabotage, and emotional programming.
Three Reasons Why You’re in a Rush to Heal (And How to Make Peace With Where You Are)
Are you rushing your healing journey? Discover the three main reasons why we push ourselves to heal faster. From fear of reincarnation, urgency to fulfill our purpose, and comparison to others, how can we learn to slow down and find peace and balance on our healing journey?
Three Styles of Writing to Feed Your Soul
From creative writing, automatic writing and journal writing, there are many styles of writing that can help us tap into our imagination, find our direction when we are lost, process our emotions and help us to discover clarity from within. Here I explore my top three styles of writing to feed your soul.
From New York to the Mountains - 3 Recurring Dreams and Their Hidden Meanings
Dreams are a fascinating window into our subconscious, offering insights into our emotional healing and inner world. Join me as I explore three recurring dreams, diving into the desires, vulnerabilities, and the fears that hold me back.
Three Spiritual Clichés That Are Easier Said Than Done
Many well-meaning spiritual clichés, like 'just trust the process' or 'just let go', can feel invalidating when oversimplified. This post explores why we use them, how they impact others, and how there might be more impactful ways we can support people, beyond a well-meaning spiritual phrase.
Why Do We Do Things in Excess?
Why do we overeat or engage in excess? This post explores the emotional, psychological, and spiritual reasons behind overeating: how it provides safety, numbs emotions, and helps us feel grounded. Learn how to shift these patterns and find deeper healing.
My Views on Netflix’s Apple Cider Vinegar and the Issue of Trust
How does Apple Cider Vinegar explore the intersection of holistic healing, personal trust, and societal influence? In this blog I dive into the deeper truths behind wellness, medical systems, and where to place our trust in a world of illusion.
Four Hidden Blocks That Keep Us Playing Small
Many of us have a vision for our lives, but hidden blocks keep us stuck and playing small. This post explores four key obstacles: a lack of grounding, trying to stay in control, impatience, and limiting beliefs, that prevent our growth and expansion.
Why Letting Go Is So Hard (And How to Support Yourself Through It)
Letting go, especially of people and the past, can be deeply challenging, but it’s a vital part of growth and healing. However, change is a constant in our life and letting go is a part of that. This blog explores why letting go is so hard and how to honour the process.
Here's 3 Things I Recently Learned About Abundance
Struggling with financial security, a scarcity mindset and balance? I recently took an abundance training that revealed three powerful shifts in my mindset. While I’m no expert, I’m sharing my biggest takeaways for you here.
Four Ways to Stay Grounded On Your Spiritual Journey
Embarking on a spiritual journey can feel overwhelming and intense. Yet it can also feel exciting and transformative. Whether you're just beginning or deep into your spiritual awakening, this guide explores the essence of self-discovery, divine connection, and grounding in a shifting reality.
How to Break Free from Self-Sabotage
Discover how fear and self-sabotage can hold us back from our dreams and how to gently reframe those fears into opportunities. Learn practical steps to question your fears, embrace possibilities, and move forward with confidence and compassion.
Three Classic Ego Behaviors That Hold You Back
How do self-sabotage, comparison and procrastination hold you back in your life? In this blog post we explore these three ego behaviours, the link between fear and low self-worth, and how we can overcome them.
The Trials, Transformation & Trauma of the 11-2 Energy in the Soul Contract System
Discover the transformative power of the 11-2 energy in your soul contract. Explore how this sensitive number guides emotional resilience, nurtures growth, and helps you navigate life's challenges with confidence and joy.
Four Subtle Signs You’re Stuck in Survival Mode
In this blog, we dive into how stress and trauma affect our body and mind, causing us to react instead of respond, get stuck in freeze mode, struggle to find joy and suffer with symptoms. Explore how unresolved trauma can cause us to stay in survival mode, and recommendations to get out of it.